Moving on forward, midyear style 2012

I haven't been blogging as much, but I guess the time now is as good as any to write again--for therapeutic reasons of course. I would say it's midyear 2012, and so far it hasn't been all that good to me. I'm already hoping and wishing for 2013 to come, but it's still a long way away; though, it will be here before I know it.

I just want to write this-- I've been really thankful to have so many good friends in my life, even though I may not see everyone every day. It's cliche, and I feel a little embarrassed to be saying it over and over, I am thankful. Family moving in and out of my life; changes at the job, new beginnings, the ending of relationships, and the hope of new ones have all happened. I would like for it to stop, for there are some painfully awkward moments of silence that I can't seem to bear that happen quite often; but it does go away. I have to keep hoping it goes away and it's up to me. But I can't do it alone.